Sunday, September 8, 2024

Not Even Not Zen 366: Fifteen Pages About Daffodils

Fifteen Pages About Daffodils

It should never be illegal to write about daffodils
but maybe fifteen pages of verse 
on daffodils
should result in a warning from the court
instead of publication 
and eventual enshrinement in the curriculum,
that's all I'm saying. 

Maybe the poem is a metaphor for something else,
a beat-generation, wandering prose-story
not about yellow petals so much
as hookers, nuns, heroin, and blues music.
But as I'm scanning page one
I see a lot of green leaves and coronas,
floral tubes and ovaries,
tepals, pollen, and stamen.

The poet really loves this flower. 
And details.

A flip through pages two and three features 
petals hanging down or erect, 
bulbs and stems, 
stalks, sap, terminal buds
and a shotgun blast of small, round stains
where a previous reader sneezed
while drinking diet cola.

Skip to page seven, 
and, thank heavens, it's different.
We are down in the roots
in the dark, bacterial soil,
shrinking down with the bulb
full of black seeds
and maybe the the depths of the poet's soul 
or so I think we are meant to gather.
It's death and rebirth, death and rebirth,
all the way down.

Down to page fourteen, scanning ahead 
and sadly, the bud is bursting forth.
We're probably going to get a reprise of page one
as we're slipping off our
membranous tunic,
pushing away the corky stern
and seeing coronas once again,
like an acid trip without dropping acid,
full of tepals and floral tubes.

The last verse, on page fifteen, 
is still about daffodils.
There's not a broken bottle
nor a cigarette stub in sight,
not a hippie, nor an innocent child,
not even a poet,
someone to ponder life's lesson
or wonder what it's all about.
Well, it's about fifteen pages, dude.

And that's my poem
about a poem 
about fifteen pages
on daffodils. 


  -- Eric Gallagher

Sunday, September 1, 2024

Not Even Not Zen 365: Just Another Pet

Just Another Pet

She was just another pet 
for fourteen years.

We let her have the lickings.
She served as our canine dishwasher, a job she loved
and we loved to see her take an interest in her work.

During dinner, she waited in the next room, 
studying our shadows in silence, tail at half wag,
thumping to full rhythm when I stopped by her hallway bed
to pet and hug, to let her sniff my ear and cheek. 

When the family rose from the table, she listened 
for the clink of a plate against the floor
and clambered from her cushion. 

It was as good as calling her name.

Summoning her brown, smooth body to work,
no longer hunting or herding, 
just watching the family, drumming her tail,
helping us clear plates 
- she wiggled herself all over
as she sniffed and started to clean.

Now I stand at the sink 
and every plate I pick up, I turn and look,
searching for her. 
Her bed is not empty. We have other pets.
Today, her favorite cat rests there, alone.

But I remember her. 
And I put down the plate to think. 
I have adjusted
except when I remember her job.
I sigh and rinse the dishes
and turn to pick up a bowl, unwashed,
and think of her again. 


 -- Eric Gallagher